ack! i am mortified! why don't i check and edit things better!
just realized that i have now sent out three applications in the college
with errors on them! nothing major or wrong... just not proper and
and even more embarrassing is that i have people listed on there who
have done so much to help me and agreed to back me and vouch for me and i
didn't do them justice.
will i ever get the hang of this responsible adult thing?!?
maybe 'vouching for me' can include that i was in a state of distress
and shock??? though i'm not sure that that is much better...
very much wanting to just crawl in a hole of shame
i just needed to get that out. sometimes screaming into the ether helps.